The 27th of Tuesday marked me and Dave's one year anniversary. That was an interesting day. Not in a good way at all. Actually, it was horrible.

The weekend before that I planned on spending a week at Dave's place as I usually do every other week. Everything was going well, and it was all like normal that Monday, but everything hit rock bottom when aunt flow decided to arrive with a special gift two weeks too soon. I turned into a major bitch! I was so upset that he was watching wrestling, and I was in his bed writhing in pain. Usually, when aunt flow delivers punches Dave's right there to hold me, and it really doesn't hurt that much anymore. I get really sick when she visits. I always vomit on the first day, and I think that it's a wonder that my body can put up with that much pain and vomiting every month lol.

Well, anyway, later that night when wrestling was over, and I was in less pain, things got worse! Midnight struck, and I became an even bigger bitch. I was still VERY upset that he ignored me the whole time, but that once when I called his name a billion times to give me something for the pain! So, of course we got into it, and I just started bringing everything up lol. Bad idea! I told him that I wasn't going to move in with him because he's selfish and yadda yadda.... It even got to the point where I put him out of his own bed lol. Well, to make a long story short, we ended up getting over it all, and made up. You will not believe what happened when we woke lol! I woke up in the morning really happy and refreshed, and I wasn't even thinking about what had just happened a few hours ago. Before we could even get out of the bed that morning he told me, "You have to go home today!" Like at that point I seriously felt like he was joking. After I was convinced that he wanted me to get out of his sight I started to pack my clothes. Slowly though; I thought that he was going to change his mind. I even took my time to doing my makeup, and didn't say a word to him to hopefully give him some time to think about it. Didn't work though. When he took me home, I made it as cold as possible. No kiss, a quick hug, and a quick bye. What did he expect? He made me go home. When I finally got settled, and no one was around, I cried like a baby. I may talk about it like it's nothing now, but it really hurt. I felt like our relationship was going to be over pretty soon.

Tuesday night we were on the phone, and I was still upset about everything. Dave was saying nothing at all, so I joked that I'd rather date a brick wall. He didn't like my little joke too much, so he hung up on me. I was really tired that night and I didn't feel like talking on the phone anyway, and I didn't call back like I usually would. I was so sick of arguing. When I woke up that morning I was so fed up with everything that had been happening, and I felt mistreated beyond belief. I knew that David was asleep, and I didn't want to wake him up with a speech about trying to get things to work, and I didn't feel like waiting, because I felt like I had to vent immediately. Since he checks his MySpace first thing in the morning, I left him a message letting him know how I felt. As soon as I sent it, he signed on to AIM, and I told him to check his inbox. After he read it, he apologized for not thinking about our relationship as a whole, and only thinking about himself. He said said that it made him feel humbled and humiliated. I think he needed that. Sometimes he's so arrogant, and he tends to hurt my feelings without even knowing.

Now, we're not fighting anymore, and we have made up. What a relief. I just hate fighting with him. I prefer us all lovey dovey and disgusting lol. We don't argue much at all, but when we do, and we make up afterwards,  I feel like it makes our relationship stronger in a weird way. Each time it feels like a fresh start with an even stronger bond.

I love him.