Soon, this void will be filled.

As of now, I feel so empty...lost. I see no future. I hate the world. I hate myself. I knew where I went wrong. Why did I allow it? Who are they? I still hear those whispers! Why? I see a beautiful blinding light, but then quickly thereafter is a darkness that seems neverending. I feel trapped, and I don't know what's keeping me here, but I wait for it to be over. It's not you-- It's me. It was me. I did this to myself. Yes, I did. Why?

When will this void be filled? Someone help me! No one can help me.